Good Morning Barbz!!!!!
Hello Bugs!!!! I wrote this amazing blog yesterday but I had to get up to start getting ready for the video, I copied it to my clipboard and work up this morning and realized its no longer here....gutted...anywho...heres what I was saying:
So yea, Ive been really enjoying myself being back in NY...Best time Ive had here in such a long time. But tbh, its been work work work. Havent even seen my family yet. Todays the last day of shooting the movie for now, so tmrw Im gna try to take my crazy fam out somewhere. Caiahs so big now. I wanna cry everytime I think about how liddo he was....and how his voice was so tiny and squeaky...so yeah, ill tell u how that goes.
Shot the Twerk It vid last night with Busta. He had mad ppl there...It was like a gyat damn hip hop convention...lol. Mad big booty Judys there too...But i had sooo much fun!!! (and excuse typos, this shit aint got spell check). Yeah, but anyway, I cldnt twerk like I wanted to cuz i wore rlly tight pants...girl i aint know it was a real video!! =( he told me to meet him in a parking lot in bk. then i show up nigga got a whole club rented out with pretty girls and blogs and shit. lol. we was poppin tho...talkin like i grew up in jamaica...=( Khaled was there, he mad funny. He was tryna talk Jamaican and we was just sittin there cryin...He gave me smthn for his album he want me to get on and he gave me smthn for my album which i rlly love. saw pharrel...talked about conjuring up some suprises...yaaayyyyy! yall gon love the third album...the fact that im typin in pure ghetto dictionary terms right now makes me happy. ha! dont tell nobody...im allowed to use improper grammar right now...
But yea, so what was i saying? ummmm...shooting another video on the 10th =) then another one on the 25th=)...u guys havent heard either song and one of them u dont even know i did! mwahahahahhahahahhaaha! (waiting for kony, i mean manny to bring my food. we call him kony) but yea...Ive just been realizing that working hard is great. Planting seeds is a must and its important, yes...but stopping to smell the roses that have already bloomed is equally as important. You guys are just a few of my beautiful roses that have already bloomed. When i see u, Im reminded of where we started from...and where were going...sometimes i think about all this stuff that i cant control...see sometimes we think that we control our destiny...but we dont. u put your best foot forward and put your faith in God...he handles the rest. He knows your heart, but tell him what u want. say it out loud and when you say it, see it. I think that faith is a driving force in destiny...stay humble...show compassion to others, never stop believing and working hard, and u will get the best things out of life. sure it takes time...i used to have $2...i would get a beef patty and a 99cent arizona iced tea...oh yea, i would get a 25cent chewy granola bar...(oats and honey)... that made me so happy... but anyway, ive run out of typing space barbz =( love you so much!